Yesterday night, while I was trying to sleep, it was 3:30AM and it was pouring rain.
I currently sleep in the living room, still waiting for my room to be done.
SUDDENLY, I heard a door open, and it sounded like my Parent's bedroom's door, but I looked up to see if anyone opened the door, no one was there. After 5 minutes, the same sound again, and this time, there was footsteps...
The sound was getting closer and closer to where I was sleeping and it was TERRIFYING!! I was hiding underneath my blanket with my stuffed animal, Patrick, and I heard the footsteps getting softer as if it went back to my Parent's room, then I looked up again, and still NOTHING!!
The same sound repeated for at least 15 minutes, getting closer to me and going back to my parent's door.
As it got closer to me for the last 5 minutes, I sent a prayer to Jesus to Protect and shield me from harm and evil spirits. I said in my heart:"get out of this house RIGHT NOW, in Jesus Name, Amen" I repeated myself for 5 minutes and after that, the footsteps stopped and honestly, it might not be to you, but to me, That was what I called Jesus at His best, performing miracles and protecting me.
When I prayed, I felt so calm, my heart went from beating rapidly to slowing down. I felt at ease that nothing would harm me as long as I had Jesus by my side and in my heart.
Thank You Jesus, I Love You :) Ever since my first day at church when I was 8 and always will :)
Monday, 30 January 2012
Sunday, 29 January 2012
Dreams WILL come true
Hey Guys :)
A few short 7 years ago, I actually decided what I wanted to be......I was 8. I would say I'm a bit more mature than other 8 Year old's back then. I realized things that the others didn't and I learned A LOT at that age, but I wasn't quite matured enough but I'd consider myself mature at that age, I was exposed to A LOT of different things and those things made me think that I should probably consider planning my future now.
So, I stuck to it.
Believe it or not, I still stuck to the same thing that I planned when I was 8. Which was becoming a successful surgeon.You can't say that many 8 year old decides what they wanted to be and stuck to it. But forget about that, this post is not about bragging.
I just want to get ONE point straight. FOLLOW YOUR INSTINCT!!! You don't know what you got till it's gone, right? I had a lot of opportunities when I was 9-13 years of age and I just let my cowardly self pass them. Although back then I thought it was a good idea to be a turtle and hide in my shell whenever a good opportunity pass by, I am starting to realize that you only get to live ONE life on earth, God didn't tell you to be a coward, He told you to be bold. I just dropped out of school and now I'm prepping myself to study medicine, I know that I'm still young but I decided to not let dreams just be dreams and work my butt off. Just WORK your butt off now, it pays off in the end. Yes, it took A LOT of convincing for my parents to FINALLY be at the same side as me. But I can't say that they'll be supportive 95% of the time. I realized by dropping out of school and pursuing my dreams, I have to sacrifice A LOT, like leaving friends, activities and all those kind of stuff, but I want to be who I want to be and that's myself and no one can change that.
JUST FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS!! :)
A few short 7 years ago, I actually decided what I wanted to be......I was 8. I would say I'm a bit more mature than other 8 Year old's back then. I realized things that the others didn't and I learned A LOT at that age, but I wasn't quite matured enough but I'd consider myself mature at that age, I was exposed to A LOT of different things and those things made me think that I should probably consider planning my future now.
So, I stuck to it.
Believe it or not, I still stuck to the same thing that I planned when I was 8. Which was becoming a successful surgeon.You can't say that many 8 year old decides what they wanted to be and stuck to it. But forget about that, this post is not about bragging.
I just want to get ONE point straight. FOLLOW YOUR INSTINCT!!! You don't know what you got till it's gone, right? I had a lot of opportunities when I was 9-13 years of age and I just let my cowardly self pass them. Although back then I thought it was a good idea to be a turtle and hide in my shell whenever a good opportunity pass by, I am starting to realize that you only get to live ONE life on earth, God didn't tell you to be a coward, He told you to be bold. I just dropped out of school and now I'm prepping myself to study medicine, I know that I'm still young but I decided to not let dreams just be dreams and work my butt off. Just WORK your butt off now, it pays off in the end. Yes, it took A LOT of convincing for my parents to FINALLY be at the same side as me. But I can't say that they'll be supportive 95% of the time. I realized by dropping out of school and pursuing my dreams, I have to sacrifice A LOT, like leaving friends, activities and all those kind of stuff, but I want to be who I want to be and that's myself and no one can change that.
JUST FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS!! :)
Listen
Take a breath
The unexpected might come biting into your flesh
Feel the morning breeze
Sleep at night feeling at ease
Always be alert
You'll never know when loved ones might get hurt
For I'm telling you from experience
I never had parents who listened
Cherish every living moment
For one life ends and comes a new infant
We don't know much
But live every moment,don't keep your opened door shut
I may be younger than you
But I understand much more than you do
Neglect is a form of cruelty
That's what I got since I was a baby
To all the parents out there
Keep your child safe and be aware
Robbers will come and steal
And they would not care how you feel
Find that ship,owned by God
Tell Him everything and climb on board
Although this poem is ending soon, my story will never end
It'll keep reaching out to one another as far as it can
Let's face it, we all need a helping hand
The unexpected might come biting into your flesh
Feel the morning breeze
Sleep at night feeling at ease
Always be alert
You'll never know when loved ones might get hurt
For I'm telling you from experience
I never had parents who listened
Cherish every living moment
For one life ends and comes a new infant
We don't know much
But live every moment,don't keep your opened door shut
I may be younger than you
But I understand much more than you do
Neglect is a form of cruelty
That's what I got since I was a baby
To all the parents out there
Keep your child safe and be aware
Robbers will come and steal
And they would not care how you feel
Find that ship,owned by God
Tell Him everything and climb on board
Although this poem is ending soon, my story will never end
It'll keep reaching out to one another as far as it can
Let's face it, we all need a helping hand
Tuesday, 24 January 2012
T-shirts and freedom
What i see is my old t shirt
It is dirty I guess I must be more alert,
Never mind about the mess
How did it get there?dirt, you oughta confess
Why?
First of all, the t shirt's white
Second of all
I can't wear this now streaming down the hall
I planned to wear it to school,
And now i can't All because of a couple fools
What you got to get nagged?
All you need is your brain to be checked
Haters gonna hate
Gonna keep my faith
Tell yourself you're going fishing and using them as bait
You can't do nothing bout it
Just go to the park and find a place to sit
Make it to heaven
Find a microwave oven
And bake some cupcakes
Make that half a dozen
Why you gotta be so mad
Ending your life you know that's so sad
A million more things to do
Find a pack of gum and found one in your shoe
Yes this is a poem that I wrote
Isn't it Better than rowing your boat?
I just got ask to put lotion on my feet
Without using my hands and sitting on my seat
That was kinda random
But you know you wanna make it to stardom
Just talk to my man Jesus and He will give you your freedom
This poem is going to end soon
So take it from Frank Sinatra and fly me to the moon
If you don't, I'll force feed you a couple prunes
Record the sound and put it on iTunes
The end
It is dirty I guess I must be more alert,
Never mind about the mess
How did it get there?dirt, you oughta confess
Why?
First of all, the t shirt's white
Second of all
I can't wear this now streaming down the hall
I planned to wear it to school,
And now i can't All because of a couple fools
What you got to get nagged?
All you need is your brain to be checked
Haters gonna hate
Gonna keep my faith
Tell yourself you're going fishing and using them as bait
You can't do nothing bout it
Just go to the park and find a place to sit
Make it to heaven
Find a microwave oven
And bake some cupcakes
Make that half a dozen
Why you gotta be so mad
Ending your life you know that's so sad
A million more things to do
Find a pack of gum and found one in your shoe
Yes this is a poem that I wrote
Isn't it Better than rowing your boat?
I just got ask to put lotion on my feet
Without using my hands and sitting on my seat
That was kinda random
But you know you wanna make it to stardom
Just talk to my man Jesus and He will give you your freedom
This poem is going to end soon
So take it from Frank Sinatra and fly me to the moon
If you don't, I'll force feed you a couple prunes
Record the sound and put it on iTunes
The end
Saturday, 21 January 2012
Games
This is a poem.
Downloading a game now,
feeling kinda left out,
'Cause I'm downloading this game,
I have nothing to do and feel so lame.
We could do a lot,
but we choose not to cause we're just so bored.
I like games,
but I also like paper cranes,
They just so cool,
Flapping their paper wings acting like a fool.
What happened to Uno or Monopoly?
The good ol' games that I have no one to play with, unfortunately.
Cause I'm flip Flip fly,
ain't got time to talk just hi and bye.
Oh yes, I just quoted Minaj,
But I also know someone called Henry Raj,
Yes, he is not real,
I just made it up, Cause that's what I feel.
Someone should have a name like that,
So when he or she look back,
They Be like OHHH OHHH
Yes that's my name,
OhhhOHHH
Yours too lame.
Well, what do you know?
My game won't load,
I'm in rage
Someone should lock me up in a water tight cage.
-Krystal
Downloading a game now,
feeling kinda left out,
'Cause I'm downloading this game,
I have nothing to do and feel so lame.
We could do a lot,
but we choose not to cause we're just so bored.
I like games,
but I also like paper cranes,
They just so cool,
Flapping their paper wings acting like a fool.
What happened to Uno or Monopoly?
The good ol' games that I have no one to play with, unfortunately.
Cause I'm flip Flip fly,
ain't got time to talk just hi and bye.
Oh yes, I just quoted Minaj,
But I also know someone called Henry Raj,
Yes, he is not real,
I just made it up, Cause that's what I feel.
Someone should have a name like that,
So when he or she look back,
They Be like OHHH OHHH
Yes that's my name,
OhhhOHHH
Yours too lame.
Well, what do you know?
My game won't load,
I'm in rage
Someone should lock me up in a water tight cage.
-Krystal
Friday, 20 January 2012
Poem about Random
I got up late when I was suppose to get up at eight,
guess no one is perfect
when you think about it.
Well what do ya know,
I have ten toes.
Should you judge me or
judge who I'll be,
I'll send a prayer to God because that's the most powerful thing I've got. Chances are of me sleeping is just impossible since I'm typing.
My favorite game is jet pack joyride so you better know what I did with my life. Are you kidding
you haven't been eating?
Oh come on you know you beautiful, just say that, it worked for me too, how long was this thing I better stop right this instant,
because I'm getting of now to dream about Danny phantom
-Krystal
guess no one is perfect
when you think about it.
Well what do ya know,
I have ten toes.
Should you judge me or
judge who I'll be,
I'll send a prayer to God because that's the most powerful thing I've got. Chances are of me sleeping is just impossible since I'm typing.
My favorite game is jet pack joyride so you better know what I did with my life. Are you kidding
you haven't been eating?
Oh come on you know you beautiful, just say that, it worked for me too, how long was this thing I better stop right this instant,
because I'm getting of now to dream about Danny phantom
-Krystal
Wednesday, 18 January 2012
I don't need anyone but God
I'm stressed out already about my studies...
My Exams are just getting closer to me each day and I am just terrified of how it will turn out.
Am I going to fail? Am I going to Pass or EVEN GET AN A? I am having insecurities about this every time my parents bug me about it. They just put a pile of stress on my desk and I haven't cleared it out yet.
I sometimes think That I have what it takes to be a smart girl, but then I went to school and get straight B's and C's and no A's. My parents are one of the reasons that I wanna prove to myself that I CAN do it. I remind myself every time that God gave me a life for a reason, and He has a plan for me. I just have to patient.
Then, there is the weight problem, You have no idea how MANY times people have called me FAT. Out of the few times I have been called Beautiful, I think :"Really, I'm Beautiful? People Call me fat, what do they see in me that hides all that thoughts that I am fat?" Only so little in my life has anyone called me fat, I mean, not even my own parents or family, for that matter, has called me beautiful. They all call me fat, like I don't acknowledge that I am slightly fatter than other normal 15 year olds.....I wish I just could DO something about it, whenever I wanna go exercise, I'm always stopped, like I'm not allowed to go to the gym, I'm too young, I can't go for a jog without you because it's too dangerous....I don't even know how to dodge all these obstacles....
My entire family, I am probably the only kid, like in my WHOLE family, they always think that I'm most likely to be the one ending up poor, fat and with no job...WHAT am I suppose to do about it?? My mind is blank every time i think about this, I have sleepless nights just THINKING about What to do. I know God loves me, and I don't need to hear anymore from the people who call me FAT. Only God can judge me.
-Krystal
My Exams are just getting closer to me each day and I am just terrified of how it will turn out.
Am I going to fail? Am I going to Pass or EVEN GET AN A? I am having insecurities about this every time my parents bug me about it. They just put a pile of stress on my desk and I haven't cleared it out yet.
I sometimes think That I have what it takes to be a smart girl, but then I went to school and get straight B's and C's and no A's. My parents are one of the reasons that I wanna prove to myself that I CAN do it. I remind myself every time that God gave me a life for a reason, and He has a plan for me. I just have to patient.
Then, there is the weight problem, You have no idea how MANY times people have called me FAT. Out of the few times I have been called Beautiful, I think :"Really, I'm Beautiful? People Call me fat, what do they see in me that hides all that thoughts that I am fat?" Only so little in my life has anyone called me fat, I mean, not even my own parents or family, for that matter, has called me beautiful. They all call me fat, like I don't acknowledge that I am slightly fatter than other normal 15 year olds.....I wish I just could DO something about it, whenever I wanna go exercise, I'm always stopped, like I'm not allowed to go to the gym, I'm too young, I can't go for a jog without you because it's too dangerous....I don't even know how to dodge all these obstacles....
My entire family, I am probably the only kid, like in my WHOLE family, they always think that I'm most likely to be the one ending up poor, fat and with no job...WHAT am I suppose to do about it?? My mind is blank every time i think about this, I have sleepless nights just THINKING about What to do. I know God loves me, and I don't need to hear anymore from the people who call me FAT. Only God can judge me.
-Krystal
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