The Reason Why I Made A New Blog

Hi :)
I used to have a blog called cereal junk life, and I misused it in a whole lot of different ways you cannot imagine.

I spoke my heart out, I am ashamed to say this but that blog had a lot profanity in it, (I'm SERIOUSLY ashamed of myself for cussing) and I was getting carried away with my anger. It was a battle between my humanity and my anger and it seemed like my anger was overpowering me.

So, Now, January 14, 2012 I decided to grow up and take control of my actions.
I am not shy to say that my previous blog had some good points about judgmental people but I just couldn't help myself to close it down because of the profanity, yes, you can say how annoying I am that I am repeating the Profanity thing a lot but I want to get it across to you guys that Swearing and Rebelling don't do Nada.

On my previous blog not only profanity was found inside, disrespect was found too. I disrespected myself, I invaded my parent's privacy and leaked it online. I confessed a lot of stuff in there and I guess I was done, I confessed everything I did wrong there. But I made a vital mistake, I confessed to a useless blog instead of confessing it to God.

It's a new year and a lot has happened for me, since the end of the year last year. I figured out, I didn't need friends that aren't real, I don't really need that much friends, now that was settled a long time ago. I made up my mind that I need friends that love my awkwardness, understands my pain, and can sort of read my mind :P I need friends who would be right there for me when they rather be somewhere else, it's not that easy for me to find people like that, and it's all because I'm shy and when i talk to someone, my brain decides to freeze up and not tell me what to say.

I'm a type of girl that no everyone can understand. I mean seriously I only have like the most, 3 people that could actually understand and get me. Not even my parents could understand me, because they are too caught up with understanding each other. (that's all there is about my parents).

The other reason why I closed down my blog and made this one, is because, I decided, hey I'm gonna turn 15 this year, and I just really don't want anyone to judge me by my past, that's one of the reasons why I made my previous blog, to get things straight, so I was done with that.

However, the content of my previous blog will still continue along with this blog, I never regretted saying to all those insecure and depressed people that they are beautiful and God knows it, You're BEAUTIFUL and HE knows it. I'm saying this to you because I never want anyone to feel the way I did at just such a young age. NEVER GIVE UP on LIFE and ESPECIALLY NOT ON GOD, He LOVES you every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month and every year. Don't forget what you got.

I took the time last year as the time for my mistakes and now in this new year, I feel a whole lot better and like a ton of weight just lifted off my chest. So, If anyone out there reads this, learn from your mistakes, don't let it conquer you and make you do all sorts of weird things that I did. Take it from someone who experienced this in the past, learn from it and be happy in life.

-Krystal :)